What is the point of trying so hard to something that you know you will fail at?
I pray I have faith, I work hard, I prevail, I contribute, but it all ends with an unsatisfying taste.
I hate feeling stupid, I hate feeling dumb, I hate feeling like I am failing. I am slowly fading into the darkness. Too scared to allow people to know, too afraid to make a change.
Just comes from the trial after trial, test after test, temptation after temptation. I can’t feel like this anymore.
I tried for help, help never came.
I know God answers my prayers. I just hope he answers my unanswered prayer soon.
I am tired of letting myself down and failing.
God, Please Answer my Prayer.