Black and Green

Wearing black and green all day.

How will you stay today?

With black and green on luscious grass, why would you not stay all day?

Loves in the air they say, all black and green.

Dark and envy have taken flight, oh what a delight.

Their wings are crimson, dripping with gold. They look so beautiful from head to toe.

But their heart is of envy and gold.

Gold that turned to black from the slightest tamper.

How can this be but not to hold one’s temper?

How can this be but not to hold one’s temper?

How can you hold one’s temper when it is being tampered with green and gold.

Gold turning into black, black fading into the green.

That is what darkness does to envy.

 

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Going Back

Mixed Emotions

Stirring in a Pot

What of these Emotions I feel?

Excitement

Anxiety

Nervousness

Happiness

Sadness

Overcome with Suspense

I don’t know what this Semester will Bring.

All I know is its Coming.

I am Going Back

I am Heading West

I am Heading Again, Away from the Culture and Home I know So well

I am Leaving my Comfort Zone

I am Heading Back

Here is to another Semester!

4 More Days

Until I am Back

 

 

 

Should We Really Judge the Struggles?

What are we to Conform?

What are we to Judge?

Struggles?Drugg

Others Struggles?

Don’t you Struggles of your own?

Why would someone’s Struggles be any worse than yours?

Sure they have a Drug Addiction, but you have a Sex Addiction.

Sure they have Anxiety, but you have Depression.

This person is Gay, but you are Lusting over a woman.

You have no reason to Judge anyone else for their Struggles.

You are only the Judge of your own Struggles.

God is the only Judge of all of our Struggles.

Why Judge others for things we don’t Understand?

Why Judge people for what we have no Knowledge of?

Is it to make us look better?

Is it too Ease our own Struggles?

Is it too Escape the Burdens we feel deep inside?

Is it a way to take the Shame off yourself and pour onto others?

Is that really how we Judge?

Is it really how we Live?

 

Tappty Tap

Tappty Tap

The Computer Goes Tap

Tappty Tap Tap

On that Computer, Screen’s Black.

Tappty Tap Tap Tap

Move the Mouse Away from That.

Tappty Tap Tap Tap Tap

Why Did My Computer Screen Go Black?

Tappty Tap Tap Tap Tap Tap

Why Am I on That?

Tappty Tap Tap Tap Tap Tap Tap

Why is the Screen all Cracked?

Tappty Tap Tap Tap Tap Tap Tap Tap

IS it Really a Hack?

Tappty Tap Tap Tap Tap Tap Tap Tap Tap

That is What is Happening to the Computer with the Black Screen, which was Hacked and Cracked in a Place Where it Should Not Be At.

 

 

Challenges and Thrills

The past few days I have been home from school on a nice, well-needed break. The semester has had its thrills and challenges, but I am confident and faithful that God will help me through the challenges and help me cherish the thrills that life brings to me. Even through the thoughts of confusion and self-discovery, I will prevail through with God as my lighted match. Ready to set ablaze my path for me. Although, the rain may come at times if I take out and strike my match. I can then be able to set my path on fire and allow it to lead the way in warmth and enlightenment.

“It is the Lord who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not leave you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed.”
—Deuteronomy 31:8

Tired of Falitures

What is the point of trying so hard to something that you know you will fail at?

I pray I have faith, I work hard, I prevail, I contribute, but it all ends with an unsatisfying taste.

I hate feeling stupid, I hate feeling dumb, I hate feeling like I am failing. I am slowly fading into the darkness. Too scared to allow people to know, too afraid to make a change.

Just comes from the trial after trial, test after test,  temptation after temptation. I can’t feel like this anymore.

I tried for help, help never came.

I know God answers my prayers. I just hope he answers my unanswered prayer soon.

I am tired of letting myself down and failing.

God, Please Answer my Prayer.